O Deep Ocean

On the calendar of saints for the Episcopal Church, on April 29, you will find Saint Catherine of Siena. Catherine was an Italian laywoman associated with the Dominican order. She died in 1380, was officially recognized for her holiness (declared a saint) in 1461, and was named a “Doctor of the Church/Teacher of the Faith” (one whose teaching has particular depth, richness and theological accuracy and is of universal import) in 1970. She spoke truth to power at a time when there was great division in the Church. She was a woman in love with the Risen Lord, with our Triune God. 
As we continue our Easter journey, I share with you an incredible prayer composed by Catherine. Perhaps, you can incorporate it into your prayer life?
O eternal Trinity, You are a deep sea in which the more I seek the more I find, and the more I find, the more I seek to know You. You fill us insatiably, because the soul, before the abyss which You are, is always famished; and hungering for You, O eternal Trinity, it desires to behold truth in Your light. As the thirsty hart pants after the fount of living water, so does my soul long to leave this gloomy body and see You as You are, in truth.

O unfathomable depth! O Deity eternal! O deep ocean! What more could You give me than to give me Yourself? You are an ever-burning Fire; You consume and are not consumed. By Your fire, You consume every trace of self-love in the soul. You are a Fire which drives away all coldness and illumines minds with its light, and with this light You have made known Your truth. Truly this light is a sea which feeds the soul until it is all immersed in You, O peaceful Sea, eternal Trinity! The water of this sea is never turbid; it never causes fear, but gives knowledge of the truth. This water is transparent and discloses hidden things; and a living faith gives such abundance of light that the soul almost attains to certitude in what it believes.

You are the supreme and infinite Good, good above all good; good which is joyful, incomprehensible, inestimable; beauty exceeding all other beauty; wisdom surpassing all wisdom, because You are Wisdom itself. Food of angels, giving Yourself with fire of love to men! You are the garment which covers our nakedness; You feed us, hungry as we are, with Your sweetness, because You are all sweetness, with no bitterness. Clothe me, O eternal Trinity, clothe me with Yourself, so that I may pass this mortal life in true obedience and in the light of the most holy faith with which You have inebriated my soul.

Yours in the Deep Ocean,
Fr. Dominique

May 5, 2019